Resolutions. resolutions.

2010 is almost here! I can even smell it!!

Its the begining of another decade :)

Finally its the final day of 2009.

What a year has it been. A total roller-coaster ride for me.

2009,

the year which gave me so much heartache, stress, tears and headaches.

I've lost so many things this year. So many things, from school stuff to my best friend and even myself.

It was really hard trying to cope and get through every single obstacle this year. But, I guess it made me a stronger person.

Looking back to 2008 where I just simply threw away that golden opportunity to venture out of Malaysia and widen my horizons, I feel like a total idiot as well as a fool.

What held me back?

Stupid smalll dreams which I thougt I could acheive by staying here.

Me being scared of leaving my friends.

Scared of the stress I would face.

That goes to show how not prepared I am to face the real world. I seriously need to grow up.

Now I'm stuck here as a nobody and being all pathetic.

Oh wells, I guess there were some good out of this bad year.

I've learnt alot of life lessons this year,

I got to know about Adam Lambert!! :)

I did alot of church stuff and met new pople and made new friends along the way.

I met my cousins whom I've not met in so many years.

I've become a stonger person in terms of emotionally.

So its 2010, another year, so I have another batch of resolutions.

Hmmm, lets see what I've got on my mind.

My new year's resolution for 2010.

• To be more hardworking
• To be more organized
• To get a proper grip on my life
• To be more level headed
• To do my very best in SPM ( hopefully all A1s' or is it A+ )
• To be more responsible and sensible
• To LOOSE WEIGHT! (5kg)
• To further develop my skills in the piano and the guitar
• To be more independent and less depandable on others
• To be closer to God.
• To take my studies more seriously
• To learn now to swim :)
• To be less moody
• To blog more
• To spend less time shopping and watching tv
• To sing better XD
• To be a better writer

Okay, whew, I think that should be all. Too much then later I would be disappointed cause I cannot acheive every single thing on the list.

Hahaha, my sis wanna use the computer now so since its the first day of the year, I'll give in to her. I'm so good and responsible now. So one aspect has been settled on my resolution list right? :)

Oh! Before I forget,

ADAM WAS AWESOME AT THE NEW YEAR'S COUNTDOWN PERFORMANCE!!!

Happy New Decade.

Oh-So-Lazy-ME

I've got to be the most laziest person in the whole of Johor Bahru.
I can't even keep my blog alive.

But, you can't really blame me.
Blame the teachersfor giving me so much homework!
Blame the Ministry of Education for giving such a short holiday!
Blame the television broadcasting companies for showing so many nice shows!
Blame my sister for hogging the computer for so long!
Blame my parent for allowing me to inherite the "lazy-genes"

Whew.

Okay, I guess I'm pretty much blaming everyone except myself.
God alone knows what has gotten into me.
Suddenly I've turned into some bum with mood-swings.
I really think it must be the Add Maths that turned me into this horrific monster.


Its the 25th of December 2009. Christmas.
Somehow, typing the fact that it is already Christmas feels so weird.
Every year, even a month before Christmas I would always have this warm and excited feeling.
But this year, I just felt so bleak.
I guess I was a total wet blanket this Christmas.
But I'm feeling much better today after letting all out yesterday night.

Hmmm, I've got nothing much to say.
I want to play Icy Towers now :)
So, before leaving, I just want to wish everyone a

"MERRY CHRISTMAS!"

Merry Christmas to you and I love you.

This is my choice for:

Favorite Breakout Music Artist

Adam Lambert

IM BACK!!

Whew, its been a really long long long time since I posted anything here.

My blog has gotten dusty and ancient.

Gosh my last post dates way back in August.

That is bad.

Well its totally not fair to blame me for the lack of posts in my blog. Blame my lazybone.

Seriously, I've been too lazy to actually post anything and my creative juices have run dry.

Every single time I long on, I'm speechless.

Oh wells, my excuses can only go so far.

So without further delay, I'm going to make blogging a daily thing.

I've realised tht with out posting things on a regular basis, my writing skills have deteriorated, my creative side has depleated and I'm always finding it hard to actually string a sentance together.

Bad, bad, bad.

Its been decided that every time I post about something it won't just revolve around me,myself and I but more like it revolves around the questions I think about daily.

Its no joke I have a ton of questions, my freinds have heard about like maybe a quarter.

The rest are just swimming in my head distraciting me from my daily activities.

So here's what I proposed to do, I'll post a question daily and give my feedback on it.

Others can give theirs that is if people start coming here again.

So, lets get the ball rolling, since its just my first day, I'll start with something not-so-deep.

The question is

"Education, a good thing or a bad thing?"

Ahhh, and I know there are people rolling their eyes and thinking, I'm nuts to even ask such a one-sided question.

Duh, education is important for the devolpment of humans, the world and the universe says the teachers, the politicians and almost every single living soul in the world.

But how true is it?

Okay, lets look at it from a different perspective, we humans are so eudcated these days.

We know how we function, we know how the world revolves, we know how to clone stuff, we know about technology, we practically know about everything.

But, do we know too much?

Its because of this knowledge humans know how to create nuclear weapons.

People are making these mass-destruction weapons which can and will kill people.

Cloning, has it ever crossed your mind that with clonning, people can clone people like Hitler and Osama?

Come on, don't tell me these people do not have legions of followers that want to see them alive and kicking now.

Can you imagine the state of the world's population when Hitler exsisted in this era.

New inventions, new ideas.

All these new things people create without thinking of its implications on the environment.

Yes, yes, I know without education we won't have doctors to cure people, we won't have scientist coming up with new solutions on how to save the world.

But how did these problems come up in the first place?

I highly doubt the cavemen needed doctors and scientist.

So my dear friends, to me education I guess has its boundaries.

You know, in good hands yay! in bad boo!

But seriously who are we to play God in this type of things?

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I'm down with the flu.

What great timing just when the end-of-the-year rush begins I will be sick.

Typical.

Anyway, as I sat in bed whinning about my bad luck I had alot of time to let thoughts swim thru my head.

Stuff which I kept pushing aside everyday due to exams.

I just figured that I'm just so clueless about whats to come next after I step my feet out of the gates of Convent.

Its like stepping out into the world for the first time.

I have no idea what I'm going to do.

Everything is like a gigantic question mark.

Believe it or not its happening next year.

I'm so eager to leave highschool, but I'm so unsure of myself.

I'm as always contradicting myself.

What if I'm not matured enough to deal with the stress out there?

What if I turn wild?

All the "what ifs" that I can never answer now.

All this paranoia is either Steve's fault or its just the flu making my head go nuts.

I can never sit in a quiet room cause thats when my brain comes alive giving me scary thoughts.

Oh, its four already, American Idol Season 8 is on TV now =)

Thats all for now.

revamp!!

Okay, my blog has been dead.
Yes, dead but not gone!
I'm on a mission now to revamp my blog.
So, it'll be underconstruction in the next few days.
Hopefully I'll be done soon!

Awww..

You know what.
I think I can accept the fact Adam lost to Kris.
I mean, now I've just realised what a great friendship they had.
Just wath the videos la.
They are so freaking cute together!!

Hahaha!!

Love it.

I'm happy.

Nobody Listens.

And its happens yet again.

America makes the wrong decision yet again leaving me all heart-broken, irritated and really hating them a whole lot more.

Adam lost.

Gosh, this is the only season which really affected me so badly.

Seriously, I mean how on earth could Adam loose?

Its not like I hate Kris. Don't get me wrong, I think Kris is good.

But Adam's better. So much better.

Chances are he lost cause of his sex-orientation.

So what if his gay.

Welcome to the 21st century. Almost 70% of the world's population is bisexual, or atleast they subconciously are.

Anyways, whats with people being so narrow-minded and acting old just like my dad.

I thought Idol was about talent not about one's personal life and preference in whatever gender.

So childish.

Funny story about my dad.

Coming home from school on that faithful day.

The day which America decided Kris was the best singer in that region.

I was just exhausted and tired after a long day of add maths and history papers.

My dad was acting weird.

He asked me how was the papers and he said he wanted to talk.

As you know I get freaked out when my parents want to have "The Talk".

Fine I just sat down and waited.

Then he asked me, "Why am I so crazy over Adam?"

Ahh..I figured. He got scared when he saw Adam perform with KISS.

His reaction was just hilarious, full of concern and just so worried his daughter would bring home a gay or someone who looks like Adam.

He was like, "Eunice why can't you like normal guys?"

I just said, "Define normal."

"Normal. As in guys who don't dress-up or wear make-up or have blue streaks in their hair or have nuemerous piercings", my dad said with the usual frown of worry.

I answered, "Dad, are you homophobic? What did Adam do to offend you? I like Adam for his talent and I don't care if his gay or not."

My dad wanted to continue but I just held up my hand.

Ah, I bet that won't be the end of it.

I'm sure my dad is having this internal debate about whether to bring up this topic.
I understand his position. Its only natural for a parent to feel worried if thier child tends to have this liking for homosexual people.

But I guess thats just me.

I have to admit, I've fallen for about 4 gays in my short life span on earth.

I have no idea what I like about them.

I think its the fact that they actually take the time and effort to look good.

Normal guys just seem all too sloppy and sluggish.

Just my opinion. I'm not a sexist or anything.

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I'm gonna drop dead of exhaustion soon.
My brians have been evaporized. There's been too much input this whole 3 weeks.
I can't stand exams.
I readlised as I get older the exams gets longer.

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SEE THE VIDEOS!!

I LOVE ADAM!